Oh Mother Oh Father This was never meant to be Oh Mother Oh Father Relinquish this mistake of a life Upon waking Weightless and solitary I suffer through the void On the perilous bridge Between body and spirit I linger in lore of disgust This wretched body The prison of the soul Weighted by the chains of depression I could never bear to let you in Awaiting the footsteps Stained by revelations I could never bear to let you in A tyrannous shyness envelops me I gaze to the sky with obsidian eyes In the crawl space I will always be Nothing to bring me from my knees