I washed the blanket today The one that touched your naked skin You didn't leave a trace Except for the way that you marked Everything you touched Now I watch the waves crash in From the highway and I relegate All that you were to the ocean The unforgiving mother that can nullify us all That discards the graveyards of jellyfish still stinging Devourer of rings of abandoned vows I'm left with the death your smile foretold Strega Strega Strega Strega Strega Strega Strega Strega No obfuscation to hide behind This wound would bleed through affectation I longed for you and you are gone A catalyst for loss worth gaining Necessary devastation Upon this flesh, the tower drawn Upheaval of sacred untruths I still love my enemies And sometimes I still miss you The ghosts renewed Echo screaming from the sunless blue Recalling waves of desolation Crashing, drawing down the moon Conjurer, unreckoned darkness brought to light The shades of fate called forth hatred As the glimmer left her eyes Surmising, harvesting the whirlwind The waiting seeds in fractal chaos flowered From that spectral sin I wash my hands of nothing And now I return, filthy, to the bed I made That I may die in all alone But the spell you cast still rests upon my bones The opened gate, the uncontained This black terrain becomes my home From across this great divide I watch the past recede like tides And if it always comes again That's trouble for some other time And like straw becomes a flame These chasms open up in the mundane And the abyss that gazes back Greatest horror is that it is sane And if to mourn the living I must become the dead To remember what you were Must I forget? If the only word is silence We've become its screaming choir And any utterance we gave Was more kindling on the fire That licks us like a wound Not to heal but to consume Black is the ghost In every empty room The fabric of the marring ties The sadness of the march of time Every scar a thread that weaves The tragedy of love that's blind Becoming what we always were Unfolding every waiting hurt In emanations of illusion Kaleidoscopic walking dirt Spirit trapped within a shell On a road to nowhere else And from this place of good intent I can only say I wish you well (We are the damned) But we held each other sometimes (We are the damned) And our arms became like chains (We are the damned) And hell is other people (We are the damned) Now we walk this black terrain Now we walk this black terrain Now we walk this black terrain Now we walk this black terrain