I'm still obsessed with high school How it was never kind My sanity and I are on the outs Give me your worst confession To ease my troubled mind My bullshit only makes me wanna cry And I'm learning how to lie About who I am and where I'm going I'm running out of time To find my way into a new skin Find a world that I belong in I don't know why I try 'Cause it's always my fault Yeah it's always my fault I hate the word depression I hate your pitied stare I hate that couple walking by my house I have the worst obsession With thinking that you care Anxiety just makes me wanna die And cry And I'm learning how to lie About who I am and where I'm going I'm running out of time To find my way into a new skin Find a world that I belong in I don't know why I try Who I am and where I'm going Can't stop myself from showing Find a world that I belong in Can't make myself remember who to be Find a way to live with knowing Undeniably that it's always my fault Yes it's always my fault 'Cause it's always my fault It's always my fault It's always my fault It's always my fault