Cast down from the pedestal
The control is shifted from within myself
Feeling far from lucid
Falling into ruin
I can feel the fear clawing at the back of my skull
Now I see through the eyes of my infection
My hatred has consumed me
I can feel the adrenaline coursing through my body
Hemorrhaging begins
My screams falling on deaf ears
Scratching at my throat, I beg and plea for mercy
I feel the infection take hold
A sickness so vile and bitter It corrodes
Blistering the skin as it exits the body
It burns me but nothing can stop it
Brought back to life once again
Just to see my convictions now dissipating before me
While my screams are falling on deaf ears
Subservient am I
A peasant forever bound by chains
Insatiable hatred bred within one man
Clawing its way through the flesh to the surface
Forced to reap the crops once sown
Before I lie down with my fate born of malice
Caught in a maelstrom of contempt as blood pools into my eyes
I reject former allegiances while all my thoughts are becoming uniform
As I await the satiation I so crave
I begin to cut down the masses
The perpetrators of my rage burrowed deeply inside
An endless hunger for destruction
I cannot fight back
This disease
This plague Is overwhelming me
Bow before my law
As I insight the fear of this tormented essence
Blasphemous scriptures, excoriating life,
The thought takes over, this hatred is my only light
My flesh entombed in a realm of ash
Suffer eternal, I know this pain shall never pass
The last inkling of sanity has been erased
My pain remains as these useless minds turn into waste
Stripped of all pleasures of life, the void filled by agony
This disposition seeded from deep within these wounds
Eternal suffering as I slip further below
Leaving behind all fragments of what was my pained existence
In becoming that which I once feared
I release the essence into the abyssal depths
Dispersed into the everblack
Hollow