Self-absorption eating away at the fibers of my being
All my essence being extracted by stabbing needles forever feeding
I open my eyes to see the room spinning around me
As a malicious static is ripping through my head
I call out to God above and in return I hear nothing
But the sounds of my voice echoing in this empty room
I have been condemned to suffering within my own mind
This blackness forever consuming me on the inside
Now
My body jolts as I rise from my bed
These blackened thoughts consuming all that remains in my head
All the light being extracted from me
An absence overtaking my body
This perversion of a sickened mind
Wiped of substance, leaving nothing behind
Leaving nothing behind
Unable to recognize what I now see
An abstraction of what was my reality
Hallucinations showing me my own demise
Surveying the forlorn landscape while my vision fails me slowly
I strip back the layers of film shrouding my eyes
In an attempt to see clearly, but all revealed is unholy
As I awaken I begin to writhe
The smell of blood jolts my senses as I regain conscious thought
I begin to scan this empty room for ways of escape
The dimensions not what once they were, I navigate these narrow halls
Traversing what seems like an eternity stretched before me
Reaching the end I step out into the horizon
No longer are there walls containing me
Above I see a malevolent blackness
Despair
I am still within this dream