Everyday I wake up I just gun it I feel like a monster I'm disgusting She dripping in makeup Telling me she love me I'm so sick of fake love Got me feeling nothing Yah yah Everyday I wake up I just gun it I feel like a monster I'm disgusting She dripping in makeup Telling me she love me I'm so sick of fake love Got me feeling nothing Yah yah I been off a substance Yah yah I just fill my cup up I be turning to the drugs for all my problems Kinda funny cuz that shit ain't Ever even solve em No way I think that I'm dying I'm drowning like everyday Losing to my demons I think i'm going insane Catch me in the city Jus smokin' my woes away I just needa reason Like why am I still alive Sometimes I be tweaking My life feels like it's a lie I been feeling so fucked up But it's still not enough Everyday I wake up I just gun it I feel like a monster I'm disgusting She dripping in makeup Telling me she love me I'm so sick of fake love Got me feeling nothing Yah yah Everyday I wake up I just gun it I feel like a monster I'm disgusting She dripping in makeup Telling me she love me I'm so sick of fake love Got me feeling nothing Yah yah