And if you leave me here, I won't get stuck in my ways And I've been living a better life through speed and pills, yeah And she keeps calling, calling, calling, calling me All in a china white face of mediocrity Oh yeah Now I see through everyone I won't let you down It's like staring at the sun I won't let you down And if it all ends here, I won't be suffering It's in a place with the face and the whys and whens And she keeps calling, calling, calling me I got a rattlesnake flake and it's a part of me Part of me Now I see through everyone I won't let you down It's like starring at the sun I won't let you down