A brand new hole in my door, I crashed my phone into the wall Every once in a while I got a new Scratch and I cannot even remember why I always lose control, I use my foot to fix what doesn't work Even today I still cannot explain how The fuck could my television drop that way From the first floor, oh no From the first floor I fucking hate being late and I'd usually rather wait Printed foot for the race, in mind a target to chase There's always someone in the middle of the way I cannot relax even if I'm the laziest man I live in contradiction with all my Decisions so I don't need to pretend to be mad I know there's something wrong but I don't know what's going on My mind is freaking me out but I know I'm not the only one I explode for almost everything, I guess you'll stay away from here At least until you see that you're not so far from me I have to do a lot of things, I put my life in a scheduled list But everytime I try to avoid the waste Of time I realize I forgot the main point I smoke a pack a day, I know my lungs are turning to grey And at the end of the day I always swear I will change "From tomorrow I must become a new myself" Already know I won't do this, oh no Already know I won't do this I know there's something wrong but I don't know what's going on My mind is freaking me out but I know I'm not the only one I explode for almost everything, I guess you'll stay away from here At least until you see that you're not so far from me Do not pretend to be so different I bet you all have to face a weakness Take the pill and just forgive your lack of mental health It's easier to leave your tensions if you can just accept the lesson Mentally deranged only means we're strange There's nothing we can do if we want to change I know there's something wrong but I don't know what's going on My mind is freaking me out but I know I'm not the only one I explode for almost everything, I guess you'll stay away from here At least until you see that you're not so far from me Not so far from me Do not pretend to be so different It's easier to leave your tensions I guess you'll stay away from here Until you see you're not so far from me