Not now, there's somewhere that I need to be I'm sorry but I need to leave I have to gather strength to move my heart to feel when you speak I should have called The world's been at your back, I should have reached out But I just waited for weeks It was so easy I've been busy, I've been stacking up excuses In lieu of time spent or words meant or eyes That can still hold your gaze in the silence I've been trying to sync our breathing In the hope of connection again The air catches, is this it? I don't know I'm sorry, there's someone that I used to be