I had pain baby, hangin' on my mind And I've been sufferin', bottom of my soul my whole life Slip a little deeper in the quicksand May the tide come and sweep me away 'Cause I've been prayin' for a long time for a sunny day Raindrop dropped on a cracked window Caught in the web of a black widow Hunger pain's hurtin' like there's no dinner Cursed by the curse of a go-getter, go get it No feeling numb to the heartbreak Blood on my fang like a raw steak Part-take with the law-break, carry all weight Family first, gotta make sure that we all straight Any means necessary, kinda scary when you're starin' down the barrel Bein' carried by a man with nothin' to lose, split second to choose Breath smellin' of booze, red eyes singin' the blues Uh, but I never broke stride Lookin' in, freezin' 'cause it's cold outside Drownin' in the storm, goonies never say die So I'm lookin' at the sky like, "Motherfucker why?" I've had a pain baby hangin' on my mind And I've been sufferin' bottom of my soul my whole life Slip a little deeper in the quicksand May the tide come and sweep me away 'Cause I've been prayin' for a long time for a sunny day My daddy was a dope boy, he went away Mama was a stripper she was dancin' so the bills will get paid Grand daddy died alcohol drownin' sorrows and pain And there's a tugging my soul, don't let go or it was all done in vain I've had a pain baby hangin' on my mind And I've been sufferin', bottom of my soul my whole life Slip a little deeper in the quicksand May the tide come and sweep me away 'Cause I've been prayin' for a long time for a sunny day