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I'm back and fourth in my head and I dont know whats wrong
At nights I shake i feel like a stranger in my own home
Me and my wife cant get along I have nobody as and outlet
And Me and my family aint been close every since I left
Damn its a trip my whole life I'm loosing my gripp
With one more bad occurance I'm for sure going to flip
And sergeant knotts nose is so far up 1st sergeant ass
That he cant show no remorse for my situation
I aint saying hes racist I'd be wrong to throwing that around
He's just a shitbad nco who let his Soldier hit the ground
I Still here them fucking rounds I Aint never seen shit like that
Bombs dont blow Up in the middle of the streets here in the U.S.
Shits got me stressed My mind aint been put to rest
And they wonder why all i talk about is these bullets
And how the trigger of a Gun I want to pull it
And how so badly my Military Training I wanna to misuse it
My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out
Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house
I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth
Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out
What's wrong With me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With me
I got PTSD
These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think
What's Wrong with me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With Me
I Got PTSD
These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think
Nothings ever going to be the same again everything different
I'm quick to snap on a motherfucker I'm quick to start trippen
I'm quick to put a clip in You better not talk shit
Or You'll wine up slumped over some park bench
I'm straight ignorant I'm a product of the Government
Now I know why most Terroist Are U.S. Veterans
They get fucked by the system and lose there minds
So when they got nothing left ...They turn to Crime
I know how they feel I know what They seen with there eyes
But when I went to the doctor she said I was just fine
Until she was watching the news and seen me on channel 9
Clearing room in a bank like a was still on the line
Now I'm on the run a fugitive to my society
I faught for my country and Now my countres fighting me
The State s Me, The U.S. Government s Me
They call it PTSD I call It Fucking Reality
My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out
Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house
I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth
Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out
What's wrong With me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With me
I got PTSD
These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think
What's Wrong with me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With Me
I Got PTSD
These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think
3rd verse
Sing Like A Chant:
I'm Fucked Up In the Head... I need Some Meds
But I'm out the Military and tricare Won't Cover it
I'm Fucked Up In the Head... I need Some Meds
But I'm out the Military and tricare Won't Cover it
Tricare aint my health care provider no more
They said fuck me along with my 1st sergeant when he kicked me out that door
Hell yeah I'm poor and i aint got a dime
I Aint Made shit Off Music they getting it for free offline
I did all that time ...for no damn reason
After high school I should of went to be a policemen
And worked at a Prescinct and served my country over here
Because when you served over there All Your Respect is over there
Over here nobody cares even though you've done more than the sheriff
Guranteed if he got locked up today, today he'd be out of there
I'm about to pull out my hair, I cant take this shit
I got one in the chamber and 10 rounds left in the clip
My Head Spinning I'm looking for an exit but theres no way out
Gotta get all the Weapons and sharp objects out this house
I still have dreams Of the Night i put the Barrell In His mouth
Can See the Light from my Flash Compressor and his Brains Fly Out
What's wrong With me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With me
I got PTSD
These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think
What's Wrong with me
I got PTSD
What's Wrong With Me
I Got PTSD
These Pills aint working Man... i still can't Think