Despite all the the things that I say in these songs, baby I hope you're okay Despite all the times that I feel so alone, baby I'm finding my way And now I'm hanging by the edge of this rope And I don't know which way to turn or to go This burning house is almost filled up with smoke I'm so used to it that I won't even choke In all my happy moments, I wanna call you, and tell you all about it, but then it realize that I can't Don't even recognize the person I am I try to act like I'm the same but I can't Despite all the the things that I say in these songs, baby I hope you're okay Despite all the times that I feel so alone, baby I'm finding my way I guess I'll move on, I guess I'll relearn to love I'll try to love myself, convince myself that I've been enough I guess I'll move on, I guess I'll make it a song Another night at 4AM thinking that it's all my fault And I miss the way that you talk And I miss the way you had fun And I miss the way that you ate your brownies, they weren't even close to done And I miss the way that you sing I miss the days you would call I miss your mom and I miss your dad, and you know I miss the dog Despite all the the things that I say in these songs, baby I hope you're okay Despite all the times that I feel so alone, baby I'm finding my way