I just lost my sense of self I don't need nobody else If you told me I'd be here last year, I'd tell you go to hell And I'm back here all alone I just write these fucking songs And I hold back tears to write this words and hope you'll sing along But bitch I'm a mess I wake up and play my part, but bitch I'm a mess You just tore my world apart Long nights on my own Long nights in this home Bringing back these demons, I've been locked away in my zone, yeah Tell me that you love me I know it's all a facade I know you gotta have faith in me, you treating me like a God I'm so far away from that level I'm close now to that danger I'm not a God in this darkness, yeah these demons around me not angels I tell you all my lies You love me then you cry Tell me why I'm dead to you, and tell me why I died a mess I wake up and play my part, but bitch I'm a mess You just tore my world apart Oh damn, she told me I should love myself again Oh damn, and I don't even know where I'd begin Oh damn, is hating every part of me a sin Oh damn, oh damn Fuck it all cause you lied I'll be taking off in my ride Say you love me for eternity, eternity was tonight I'm just fucked up in head I'm fucked up in my mind I thought I knew who I'm talking to, but a stranger looks in my eyes, you lied