I don't wanna live another day like this
In a never-ending existential crisis
Just leave me alone with my vices
I'll be fine to go and take the night shift
The slow killers, never vanilla
I've been missing gone guerilla
Like an extra in Thriller, moonwalking just for a fill up
I see more head than a guillotine
I'm a fiend, and I've always been
Life's but a dream, ya it ain't what it seems
Mad like Cruella Devilla, I score more than Reggie Miller,
Laugh harder than Jerry
Stiller, she thinks I'm "so fucking chill", but I'm
Quite erratic, emphatic and somewhat problematic
I've been living my life in the age of static
Long nights in the spotlights
Make you turn left, when you should right
And I just might, take a big bite, from the buffet at the Great White
Turned us divisive, our sore eyes are looking sightless
Roll with the punches, even if they come from Tyson's
It's the priceless advices, from all the apps and devices
And now we're lifeless
God, a never ending existential crisis
I don't wanna live another day like this
In a never-ending existential crisis
Just leave me alone with my vices
I'll be fine to go and take the night shift
Never together, was better off on my own forever
Thought I was clever, my life light as a feather
But I remembered to severe and suddenly I surrendered
Thank heaven she don't mind the scent of cigarettes and leather
I don't feel deleted, defeated, or even slightly cheated
Gave myself a beating, and it was certainly worth repeating
My fans they were screaming and creaming like Willie Beamen
They gave me meaning and feeling, but I still fuck with my demons
Never complacent, consider myself lucky adjacent
And though I'm vacant, I'm still bringing home the bacon
Been chasing and wasting away, been locked in a basement
And though my instincts not basic
Fuck, I need to go vacation
I don't wanna live another day like this
In a never-ending existential crisis
Just leave me alone with my vices
I'll be fine to go and take the night shift