This night is almost done
I lie awake, thinking of all the things to come
The clock just ticks away
Every day, closer to turning to this page
I should close my eyes
But I'm paralyzed
I know I lied to you my only friend
Using silence and gentle words to pretend
And I'm getting tired of holding my tongue
But I must stay strong, when tomorrow comes
I thought that I knew pain
I thought I knew sorrow, I thought that I knew shame
But your shadow, still, I see
Haunting the fringes of my memory
Will these thoughts just go away
I can't say
I know I lied to you my only friend
Using silence and gentle words to pretend
And I'm getting tired of holding my tongue
But I must stay strong, when tomorrow comes
Living every day, looking back
At the one who brought me here
Dispersing through my fingertips
I'm melting underneath this molten mask
The next day to come, feels like my last one
I know I lied to you my only friend
Using silence and gentle words to pretend
And I'm getting tired of holding my tongue
But I must stay strong, it won't be long
I've died inside, keeping up this facade
I'm exhausted and trapped inside my thoughts
And I'm getting tired of holding my tongue
But I must stay strong, when tomorrow comes