I wish for the ability to stop this change
Lost in myself I crave for a real shape
No hollow cover anymore
It falls away and reveals my face
Waiting inside that what I am not but I try
To create I'm afraid but empowered by rage
Somebody take me lead me away
Save myself hide myself guide me through this day
Out and away where I'm made let me be myself
I fear I will not wake if I fall asleep again
Leaving this world I'm coming you should be afraid be afraid
Let me be myself I don't want to be someone else
I don't need all your stupid help so leave me alone to be on my own now
Save yourself from what was awakened in me
Smother my I'd with these memories
Of the person I used to be I still carry the seed
Deep inside use it to repress me
The time is right I'm breaking free
Quickly anybody make me leave walk away
Somebody lead me back to my cave
Save yourself hide yourself guide me through this day
In and away where it's safe let me be someone else
I fear I will not wake if I fall asleep again
Lost in this world returning you should be relieved
Let me be someone else I don't like to be myself
I don't need all your stupid help so leave me alone to be on my own now
When I look at you look at me you think I'm proud to be
What I am what I've become let me regress
Let me possess myself I can't be held responsible for who I am