My nigga told me
He thinking 'bout putting one in his head
Said fuck dying slowly
He stressed out and just want it to end
And in a way I
Can understand how he feel
Easy to feel lonely
In this big 'o world in time it get better
But death is forever
Almost lost it
My dog got hit
Stressed out and pissed
Got the call and
Got to calling
Like call up y'all men
Shit could all end
Start the car damn
I want revenge
This ain't by chance
Shut don't make sense
He was just here
Losing my peers
Got me on 10
This type of offense hard to defend
And I pray death is on the way
I changed but I hope my past ain't catching up to me
Looked at my dog like ain't nobody left but us
It got me fucked up in the head
He supposed to be here but instead
He gone and everybody else dead or stuck in the feds
I suppress my pain but
I'm going out of my mind
Yea I want change but
Am I wasting my time
Are we dying to live
Or living to die
I'm asking y'all
I went to complain to my dogg
And
My nigga told me
He thinking 'bout putting one in his head
Said fuck dying slowly
He stressed out and just want it to end
And in a way I
Can understand how he feel
Easy to feel lonely
In this big 'o world in time it get better
But death is forever
My nigga told me
He thinking 'bout putting one in his head
Said fuck dying slowly
He stressed out and just want it to end
And in a way I
Can understand how he feel
Easy to feel lonely
In this big 'o world in time it get better
But death is forever
I hear the phone ringing
Aye it's the bro
Nigga hello
First thing he asked
Do I ever just like I'm ready to go
What nigga no
I got my own demons
But took a second to hear what he said
I sent a FaceTime
Just to see that my man got a gun to his head
He got tears in eyes
He said I'm 'bout to do it
Da fuck is you stupid
Yea life a lil pain and it can be confusing
But boy use your brain and let's find a solution
You drunk that liquor yo mind is polluted
He opened his moth and said I'm 'bout to lose it
You want a way out and you finding excuses
But time running out I know I got to move it
But what I didn't know was
The night before she was sleeping on 'em
He went through her phone
And found out while he was in the military shorty creeping on 'em
Now it's just one broken man with a gun
In his hand sitting up all alone in a room
I try to get to my man just as quick as I can
And the next thing I heard was a boom
My nigga told me