I open my eyes to a brand new day
And I feel my motivation start to slip away
I just don't know what to do with myself
When everything I touch just goes to hell
I can't find the words to begin to describe
How I feel everything too much inside
When I give it my all but it's never enough
I'm running on empty and running out of luck
Existential crisis
It's slowly killing me
You know you can't deny
The war inside your brain
Existential crisis
Will be the death of me
You know you can't deny
That you're not who you wanted to be
I'm plagued by thoughts of inadequacy
And Feelings of failure almost constantly
There's nothing to say that could change my mind
So just save your breath don't waste your time
When I look in the mirror I hate who I see
Just a watered down version of the real me
Compromised everything that I loved about myself
Now there's nothing left for anyone else
Existential crisis
It's slowly killing me
You know you can't deny
The war inside your brain
Existential crisis
Will be the death of me
You know you can't deny
That you're not who you wanted to be
Imprisoned by my own madness
Can someone tell me why I exist
I don't wanna live my life like this
Can someone tell me why I exist
I've no one else to blame in the end
Can someone tell me why I exist
It's an uphill battle I just can't win
Can someone tell me why I exist
In search of purpose I'm looking for meaning
But I won't lay here broken and defeated
And I can't pour from an empty cup
I've got to find the strength to pick myself up