Everyday in boredom, it fills my mind
Endless struggle to clear the process
Crimes of frustration clear the haze
Existence is a fucking mess, morning remorse evening abandon
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Saying you care but your looking aside
You created what you want to hide
Morning remorse and evening abandon
Never ending cycles of love and hate
Happiness through pain and pain through regret
A thousand sun rises that I tried to create
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Saying you care but your looking aside
You created what you want to hide
Reckless abandon chemical hero
Looks of respect disguise fucking disgust
Feeling the sickness internal defeat
Pretending to show compassion
Living the lies that they will create
Loving is lost and so is fate
Living the lies that you will create
Loving is lost and so is your fate
[Chorus:]
Saying you care but your looking aside
You created what you want to hide
Reckless abandon chemical hero
Looks of respect disguise fucking disgust
Feeling the sickness internal defeat
Pretending to show compassion