Sometimes I wish that I could Climb inside a cave and die Seems I can't get anywhere No matter how hard i try Is there something deep inside me Striving to explode and set me straight Or am i just another hopeless victim Who might never know his fate I don't know if i Missed the buss to the right place But i'm wrong again And that always seems to be the case When will i figure out Just what i need To get my head out of the past I dont know why I dwell On all the stupid shit i've ever done Instead of living I'm just shutting out everyone I rot away inside these pages Talking only to myself The demon thats inside me rages Praying on my mental health I don't know if i Missed the buss to the right place But i'm wrong again And that always seems to be the case When will i figure out Just what i need To get my head out of the past I just can't get myself out of this rut i fell into I just can't get myself out of this rut I fell into I need to stop wasting my time (I just can't...) Sending my brain to outer space (Get myself) Before I start to loose my mind (Out of this rut) I better find my place (I fell into) I need to stop wasting my time Sending my brain to outer space Before I start to loose my mind I better find my place