I've been thinking it over I've been thinking long and hard Like a knife that's been scraping Scraping away at my mind Fuck it all Fuck it all Fuck it all I'm sick of finding excuses I'm sick of feeling so down and out a brick wall at a dead end And i'm still trying to smash my way out Fuck it all Fuck it all Fuck it all I'm still trying to smash my way out Trying to see past something Something that's not there but I will fail again I can't see clear leveled everything That I thought was in my way at the end of the day It's just me here standing in my own way I've been thinking it over what the fuck is this all about I'm sick of finding excuses I'm sick of feeling so down and out