I'm sorry - I'm sorry for all the times my momma cried And I apologize - And I apologize For not being who you needed me to be I hope you realize - I hope you realize I think about you all the time I spent half my life - I spent half my life trying to let it go Every time I get close - Every time I Get close the anger comes creeping back up Like a splinter down in my soul and I wonder Why can I be so petty sometimes? Even though I hold a grudge You're always on my mind I'm standing three steps from your door But I'm afraid to step inside But you're always on my mind I think about you all the time The anger comes creeping back up Like a splinter down in my soul and I wonder Why can I be so petty sometimes? Even though I hold a grudge You're always on my mind I'm standing three steps from your door But I'm afraid to step inside But you're always on my mind I'm sorry Sorry I'm not who you needed me to be