The last resort, I'm out of trust I wanna leave and I wanna love The night is cold, my brain is fucked I promise I won't fall or lose Gimme your hand and wait for me Four months a year's better than nothing I saw your face There was a place where I finally found where I feel safe I spent time In fucking bars when I should be in your trustful arms I'm stronger than you when I'm asleep When I wake up I feel fucking weak I dream of a day when I'll wake up Feeling at home, feeling like me I saw your face There was a place where I finally found where I feel safe I spent time In fucking bars when I should be in your trustful arms This is the time for me to stop Worrying about shit I can't control People are dumb and my heart is numb But I can still see what's beautiful