Burning cold inside I sweat bullets late at night I can't believe I'm really here on the outside looking in Well somethings better change Don't understand what people say when I'm around They walk away, I think it's pretty strange Well baby after all I'll be Ok I make believe I have friends anyway It's just my mind playing games And it drives you insane Don't ever try to tell me what to do Just let me ask you one more thing Who's fucking who The other day when I woke up I told myself I'm doing fine, live my life on borrowed time It must have been something that you said Maybe something I did do, I lost my will to Fight But baby after all it's just a way To make believe life is good anyway It's just my mind playing games And it drives me insane Whenever someone tells me what to do I rest my case I wanna know who's fucking who I do believe I'm really here On the inside looking down, all over town Won't take no shit from noone man I'm a legend stil around all over town Who is laughing now I'd rather go insane Don't wanna feel your pain When you find out that I'm the one There's nothing you can do When you find out the truth Just open up it's really fun The pain has just begun