There's times of violence and there's times of war I watch them rerun on the TV I want a life I can't afford in SoHo I'm done with sleeping We can't define the world alive It's over, it's almost over, yeah And all I ever wanted was a chance to know myself I need time to look past the view I stay up with the fog 'til the feeling's closer A little dream with a lot to prove I wake up with my tongue unglued With my tongue unglued So what the hell am I supposed to do? I show up for the night, feel like I'm still sober, yeah 'Cause all I ever wanted was a chance to know myself I throw my hands up in the air I don't know what I've become Got lost along the way I'm way too tired to run I'm fighting out here I'm fighting out here for life And I'm way too far to be going backwards now I'm going backwards now Design the silence like you did before The sound will find a way to cut through And find the voice you can't ignore It's over, it's almost over If you mess up the words They'll come after you It's the last dance to find the door I wanna cut the verse Lines in the afternoon It's my last chance to follow through I wanna follow through I throw my hands up in the air I don't know what I've become Got lost along the way I'm way too tired to run I'm fighting out here I'm fighting out here for life And I'm way too far to be going backwards But time rolls away All the mess I've made We've done terrible things We've lived terrible ways It all falls away 'Cause life is changing I've done terrible things I've done terrible things I throw my hands up in the air I don't know what I've become Got lost along the way I'm way too tired to run I'm fighting out here I'm fighting out here for life And I'm way too far to be going backwards I throw my hands up in the air I don't know what I've become Got lost along the way I'm way too tired to run I'm fighting out here I'm fighting out here for life And I'm way too far to be going backwards now I'm going backwards now