Once inside the door I check my face in the mirror, As I look past this lonely minute Was this the ride worth waiting for I'm scared to death that now I've missed it But she was not the only stone Skipped across this gravel road leading down the path of loneliness So I'll fly from this hate, pray my soul the lord will take me To a place through time and indifference I wanna know how do you feel I wanna know if this was real Then tell me what would you say If you can make this pain go away She plans her future looking bright ahead Leaves me in the past. I can't stand to hang out with my codependent friends My patience fading fast But every sign and every song is telling me I don't belong, But it's O.K. to feel scared 'Cause one day soon I'll find myself and realize that no one else Will make me feel stupid! There's this old man down in Fell's Point, Always hanging around Telling me, "Son, the pendulum swings both ways But for you, It'll always swing down!"