What was it I was thinking, Or was I even thinking at all? When I think of what I thought back then, Then I'm ashamed; and I'm appalled That I gave up all I ever was so easily. Living your life is not for me. I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated! Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more. I won't be sedated, stability is overrated. Give me the disorder I adore. What was it you were thinking, Or were you even thinking at all? When I think of what you thought of me, I take offense; and I'm appalled That you could discount all I love so easily. Living our life is not for me. (X2) I won't be sedated, I won't be sedated! Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more. I won't be sedated, stability is overrated. Give me the disorder I adore. I can't be a part, Be a part, I can't be a part. I can't be a part, Be a part of your modern world. I've gotta be apart, Be apart, Gotta be apart. I've gotta be apart. I can't grasp the values that you hold.