I hate this monster inside me (inside me!)
My body's breaking down!
I'm alone and I can't breathe!
You wouldn't understand, no chance!
'Cause I feel so fucking dead!
Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I'm full, but empty
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar's my only friend, and it's killing me
I'm not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar's my only friend, and it's killing me
Frail boy with a shallow mind
I'm not quite sure that I'm the type of guy
You should be hanging around
I tend to let people down.
This is the last time getting high!
Promises sound just like last night!
I don't know anything anymore!
Help me regain control!
I've been dependent for so long!
I need to leave!
I've been dependent for so long!
I need to live (again!)
Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I'm full, but empty
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar's my only friend, and it's killing me
I'm not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I'm not the man that I wanna be
The bar's my only friend and it's killing me
I'm drinking whisky like water
'Cause water does nothing for me
I'm full of pain, I need it more
I'm as empty as the whisky bottle on my floor.
This is the end!
I don't need this anymore!
Taking control!
Is finding strength to let it go!
This is the end!
I don't need this anymore!
Taking control
Is finding strength to let it go!
I'm drinking whisky like water
'Cause water does nothing for me.