Hopelessly holding on for no reason
And if I'm always in pain, well, what's the point then?
This plays over and over and over and over in my head lately
I get closer and closer and closer to ending my life, I hate me
Such a waste, your decay
You stole the stars and blacked out all my days
Will this pain fade away?
You had a heavy heart and I wish I held the weight
You had so many scars, but you hid them well from me
When you parted from the world, I questioned everything
But it's you that has the answers that I seek
Now you're gone, so you can't speak
I done my best for far too long just to feel OK
Fuck it, I'm out, I'm done with this living with fear and doubt
Such a waste, your decay
You stole the stars and blacked out all my days
Will this pain fade away?
Such a shame, who's to blame?
I think about you every single day
Will this pain fade away?
I know you had to get out
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you
I know you had to get out (I know you had to get out)
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through (so hard to get through)
I hope you're happy now (I hope you're happy now)
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you
I know you had to get out (I know you had to get out)
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you