So it happened once again Another short-lived stir Isolated consciousness That refused to see To hear Spin of same ingredients Evolving recipe Giving birth to intellect That refuses to see To hear To feel Again Scraps of possibility Existence in between Flawless continuity Refused to be seen To hear To feel To hear To feel To fail To fail To fail To fail I'm a suppressed scream Butchered to fit in A dried discarded branch Buried to be unseen One thing I ever wanted To repossess my own trail Pierce concrete ground of spite Despite the fear Scraps of possibility Existence in between Clandestine hypocrisy Still forbids to see To hear To feel To see To feel To fail To fail To fail To fail It's been a long time since the first gasp or lie Passion and cry Years have passed No rumination Still no hope For us For us For us For us