I oscillate around you Like an unforgiving wave Could you hurt me one more time So then we can say goodbye In our own familiar way I slept for a long time But my problems followed the next morning Chipping away at my dawning The blue turned to grey as my thoughts were forming And I shed tears of blood Just to see how much I cried Feeling dizzy Feeling helpless I guess I should just forget this Well you know how much I tried My clarity is burning again Fuck my resolution and light a cigarette Itching for my fixture In this unfamiliar picture But I bet you won't notice me in the end Is it fair that the rain keeps falling And the sun doesn't shine I forgot that I grew up in England So I've got clouds attached to my mind And I shed tears of blood Just to see how much I cried Feeling dizzy Feeling helpless I guess I should just forget this Well you know how much I tried You know how much I tried And I shed tears of blood Just to see how much I cried Feeling dizzy Feeling helpless I guess I should just forget this Well you know how much I tried