I keep talking to myself
As if there's no one else around
All these pretty pills can't help me
Find what can't be found
Everything
Went as planned
I'll give up
Mind will bend
You can leave
Me behind
You know,
I won't mind
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
There's little time
To reconcile
Can't run away
I fall apart
It cannot end
It stops my heart
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can't help me
Can't help me
I keep staring
At the ceiling
Though I know
That it looks bad
Tired of old
Familiar feeling
Fighting voices
In my head
I keep running
From my conscience
With no special
Place to hide
I'm so tired
Of reminding
Myself
Of what's right
Everything
Went as planned
I'll give up
Mind will bend
You can leave
Me behind
You know,
I don't mind
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
There's little time
To reconcile
Can't run away
I fall apart
It cannot end
It stops my heart
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can't help me
Can't help me