I can't change my future My mind is breaking with every thought of the end My anxiety, it takes over me, as I choke on my very fear I don't want to become nothingness - I want to stay right here One day I will be nothing to anyone (but a memory) One day I will lose consciousness and all feeling All the times I've spent with the ones I love I won't even have a choice to remember One day I will be nothing to anyone My head is aching and I just can't comprehend Why this insanity - like calamity - seems to be my only friend My chest clenches and my head caves in (and my head caves in) With screaming voices I can't do a thing about (they won't leave me alone) One day I will be nothing to anyone (but a memory) One day I will lose consciousness and all feeling All the times I've spent with the ones I love I won't even have a choice to remember One day I will be nothing to anyone With no escape and not much hope - nothing except time All I can do is wait until mine With no escape and not much hope - nothing except time All I can do is wait until mine One day I will be nothing to anyone (but a memory) but a memory... One day I will lose consciousness and all feeling All the times I've spent with the ones I love I won't even have a choice to remember One day I will be nothing to anyone I can't change my future I can't change my future