I'll stay awake Won't fall asleep The dreams I have are just fake Blind I see The things you did Repulsive way of facing it Save your prayers And crucifix You won't escape out of here Reality I'll stay awake to feel The smell of what is real I'll stay awake to see The sadness and the grief Fake Reality I'll taste its filth Embrace its dirt To be a man A silent sick Mute I'll sing My inner pain My goddamn fears Are still awake (Won't fall asleep) Save your prayers And crucifix You won't escape out of here Reality I'll stay awake to feel The smell of what is real I'll stay awake to see The sadness and the grief Fake Reality