I leave the ashes of my brutal Past won't fulfill my future life Deep inside I need to run away from Lying, hiding, betraying Crying, denying, pretending Life goes on straight to the edge Hopeless wishes wander through the night I seem to know the reason that really shows The valley of my shabby soul Baring the secret everyone's turning away Life and its meaning have led me astray I flow with the sands of time I know that the memories remain I hold back the beast in me I know I better had Keep the secret in me Lying, hiding, betraying Crying, denying, pretending Baring the secret everyone's turning away Life and its meaning have led me astray I flow with the sands of time I know that the memories remain I hold back the beast in me I know I better had Keep the secret in me I flow with the sands of time I know that the memories remain I know I better had Keep the secret in me