We've all got these stories to tell
Some are of heaven, some are of hell
Basking in glory she fell
Can't get to heaven without walking through hell
I did not know
And I did not know
I did not know
I did not know
Spend your whole life tryna move a Mountain
You won't ever rest when you're on Everest
I don't want no no stylist in my closet
Man shell prolly Find a skeleton
Lost memories Indeed I'd rather hide the evidence
Carry all my burdens in a suitcase
Flying out to get away from baggage claim in two ways
No strings Attatched if we tied up your douvet
I think I'll fall ill love but maybe only on a Tuesday
Father if you're Listening
I need some deliverance
I gave myself to rap now my Relationships are withering
Bummy on the train, my money stained because of discipline
Praying for some change, and tryna figure out the Differences
Out of nowhere my Brother got Rushed to hospital
Just one day after Jamal passed
Man it's the Little things
I couldn't help but feel it sickening
The only time we held a conversation's
When he asked to bill a spliff for him
There's no emotion in my statements
Truthfully the only thing that opened up last year was prior cases
My cousin thinks I'm famous
I bury everything inside
The only time my niggas learn about me's through their playlist
Too far gone to make amends
I put my pain in tracks and never speak on it again
I know that shit ain't healthy but it's worse if I pretend
My Uber driver Knows more of my life than my
Own friends
I grew up with a chip on my shoulder you couldn't cry on it
Crack pipe was hid in the sofa boy I still lied on it
Household of abuse, you hear the screaming through the roof
The happy family I knew
Just came from binge watching My Wife and kids
Police sirens, violence
Drug filled environments
No one understands me
Shit my words are like some hieroglyphics
So I wrote u this letter on a new leaf
Read it n you'll see right thru me
Yours truly
'Cause the rain keeps falling in my mind
(I give my life away for you)
Said the rain
(I give my life away for you)
It's falling down, it's falling down baby
(I give my life away for you)
(I give my life away for you)
Spend your whole life tryna move a mountain
You don't see the flowers that you're stepping on
When I smoke a potent
I play Corin Bailey and Put my records on
The deepest shit I keep in man
There's so much I ain't said in songs
The most honest keep the truest shit inside
I could drop shit that would ruin people's lives
If I'm falling these burdens won't make me fly
Personally I tried So go and push me out further beneath the skies
All the jobs I've done I don't even recall
Friends didn't see me at school
Swam through the deepest waters you'd prolly need gills for
Providence were knocking for my peeps like Jehova Witness'
It's Easier to wish a nigga would when the bills soar
That's why mummy seen me in custody,
Gave her living proof she's the person I'd kill for
All this pain revolves around me through a steel door
Maybe if I stopped playing the rapper we'd heal more
'Cause the pain is part of the pressure
Everybody tells me I'll blow but nobody checks up
Living through the storm I ain't got no qualms with the weather
I know every gone' rain that's without me asking Alexa
Bros on different paths man I pray my darg living better
Left the ends to repent now he catching charges in Leicester
And every moment I'm with him I gotta treasure
It's a 50 50 chance he wont Make it to next semester
Obviously, I changed take a look at me
Ain't hard to see it
How the fuck i end up writing bars in precincts?
All them times I could've died man I forgot them nights
Try and violate me now, I won't Let it slide
Ain't saying never mind, or giving niggas second tries
I don't know a person I havent questioned 'bout True intentions
I was broke you didn't once hit up my phone my nigga
Last year the most frequent number calling was youth offenders
Pictures cropping out
My heart is in the lost and found
With places I remember and people that i forgot about
I'm on my own to point where if these hoes
Try and double tap my heart
They'd listen close and hear a hollow sound
What the fuck's a follow count
That won't make my Sorrows drown
If no one understands ain't no pride that's getting swallowed now
So Im writing this letter one a new leaf
Read it n you'll see -
Fuck it
Rain keeps falling
(I give my life away for you)
Falling down on me
Falling down on me
Falling down, falling down down down down