How many times can you fuck this up?
Sleepless nights I ask am I enough
Wasted my breath every time that I'm around
It's hard to feel like I'm loved
When I truly don't doubt you
I've opened up and I think that you should too
Feel like we're stuck, stuck in a bad place
I swear I'm fed up
Y'all been fucking my head up
Talking like it's whatever
It's always cold in December
Now my hearts a little colder
I'm turning over
And you're not by my side
So is it over
Where'd it go wrong?
Now I'm not sober
I should've known in the end
You'd make me colder
Used to wanna care
Now I never wanna feel that way again
It's never fair
How they always treat me wrong in the end
No I don't wanna feel
No I don't wanna feel
No I don't
Don't tell me promises
You never keep
I been using all these nights
Where I can't sleep
To find what i wanted
Just wanna be wanted
Just wanna be something
To you i'm just nothing
I still wonder and I still care
If I called you up would you be there
When I need it most
Oh when I need it most
No you won't
I swear I'm fed up
Y'all been fucking my head up
Talking like it's whatever
It's always cold in December
Now my hearts a little colder
I'm turning over
And you're not by my side
So is it over
Where'd it go wrong?
Now I'm not sober
I should've known in the end
You'd make me colder
I can't take much more of this
Tell me what you wanted
I hope you got exactly what you needed
I swear I'm fed up
Y'all been fucking my head up
Talking like it's whatever
It's always cold in December
Now my hearts a little colder
I'm turning over
And you're not by my side
So is it over
Where'd it go wrong?
Now I'm not sober
I should've known in the end
You'd make me colder