I've been thinking why I keep waking up
I wanna sleep I've had enough
I don't wanna do this anymore
Stuck inside this mind of mine
There is no escaping this
Am I wasting my time?
What do I live for, why am I alive?
I'm lonely but I'm not alone
Don't worry when I'm on my own
I'm not gonna lock the door
I don't do that no more
One day I wanna grow old
I'm sorry
From the bottom of heart
I should kill myself today
And come back to life
And start again
I'm sorry for the choices that I've made
I hate myself and I'm ashamed
I'm sorry for the things that I have said
It wasn't me, It was the voices in my head
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
You've got me feeling like a lost cause
For everything I said
I'd rather hang inside my living room
Because I'm better off dead
And now I know why
You had to leave me all alone again
Because I didn't know how
To treat you like a queen and not a friend
I'm sorry for the choices that I've made
I hate myself and I'm ashamed
I'm sorry for the things that I have said
It wasn't me, It was the voices in my head