My spirits sunk so low waiting for you Where have you gone I'd do everything I can if it means I can earn your love But I'm tired of striving to earn it I barely have the strength to love myself As I'm staring at the clouds You're always there for me And my hands are reaching out for grace Losing myself in your love Is leading me to where I need to be Lies in my heart Lies in my head Losing the truth Losing your love Falling asleep Falling away Can I be saved Can I be free Will this hurting heart Remain a desert devoid of life Orphaned and alone Once Adorned in beauty Now riddled in decay I want to believe my worth My overcomer I love you so Despite my doubts and these desolate hopes Abide in me I'll be your strength I suffocate in mellifluous ache Look towards the light I'll guide your feet Am I destined to carry this burden You're not alone I've set you free That I've long outgrown As I'm staring at the clouds You're always there for me And my hands are reaching out for grace Losing myself in your love Is leading me to where I need to be I've been with you all along With the pain you have carried You will never be orphaned My beloved