I hear a voice in the back of my head
A lying conviction that fills me with dread
I think it might kill me
I'll do it instead
The trigger is blistering red
Oh my God am I Real?
I can't believe you're not real
But this sensation's so real
I can touch it and feel
See
Nothing here will mean a thing
I have offered you my soul
Give me power and control
Fill this vase and empty hole
I don't want this any more
Give me power and control
Precious death
Precious life
Give me both I can't decide
Beauty lays before my eyes
A beaten god I crucified
Close. Your. Eyes. And. see
I can't
Begin to understand
The weight of a mighty hand
That strikes at a broken soul
No choice for being born
And here I sit and weep
At the thought of me dying
I'll sow but who will reap
The pearl that your throwing
Seek you will find me
Worship me blindly
Fall to your face and accept the almighty
Open the heavens you'll stay here forever
The violent shaking the core in the center
Give me both I can't decide
Send me away
I'm blind
I'm blind