Thinking out loud My conscience is speaking It calls to me, in a distant voice I'm finally listening It's finally time to see The writing on the wall I can't define the guilt You know I feel it all I'm forced to see now What I couldn't feel then The connection that I can't ever mend Shadows they move towards the light I feel acceptance in my grasp The realization that I can't deny or fight That the pain had always masked Facing my true reflection In a mirror that holds the key It's time to give up on blaming you And stare into my own two eyes And blame me I tried so hard to push the blame Into your lap I played the card The ace that set up the final trap The bitterness that suffocates me I feel it burning inside Facing my true reflection In a mirror that holds the key It's time to give up on blaming you And stare into my own two eyes And blame me Holding on Holding you Holding this When everything turned out wrong Holding back Holding me From ever being free