Locked here one more time Inside my mind where I'm supposed to be Feeling sober but still high Cutting off pieces of me for life I'm always tired of this place Never cared for anything but the way out I've waited for something else all my life Couldn't see it grow all this time I think I'm losing it all again All that time Looking into my blank mind I'm sure I wasn't there all along I'm making promises that I can't comply with But my face tells the truth so I won't deny I've waited for something else all my life Couldn't see it grow all this time I think I'm losing it all again