I know I've been MIA, fucked up real bad can't take back these things I'm all inside my head and its all the same I try to change but I'm falling again I try to heal this pain I feel inside I get high just trying to pass the time I can't hide the way I feel tonight It fucks me up, no I won't tell no lies Yeah, I'm staying true to who I am I will never change, that's not who I am I'm tryna be the best me that I can, but With the way that its been going, it's been cut out of the plan No, I don't understand why I can't catch a break I see my friends, they doing good, so I hide away, yea I hide away I might run away from the life I live, yea I need a break Got me so caught up in all the pain I try to block it out with novocaine Imma take the loaded gun, put it right to my brain I might pull the trigger and take it all away, aye, aye Yeah, I'm staying true to who I am I will never change, that's not who I am I'm tryna be the best me that I can, but With the way that its been going, it's been cut out of the plan I know I've been MIA, fucked up real bad can't take back these things I'm all inside my head and its all the same I try to change but I'm falling again Yeah, I'm staying true to who I am I will never change, that's not who I am I'm tryna be the best me that I can, but With the way that its been going, it's been cut out of the plan