I'm trapped somewhere between the need to feed the machine And the pillar holding fillers inside everything I've sold my soul, so make no mistake Just because I'm not dreaming doesn't mean I'm awake And I've tried my best Not to fear the consequence But I'm beside myself I refuse to ask for help ♪ Nevermind, I'm not drowning, (but I was) My ship, it's not sinking, (but it did) My reason to go on, (crumbling) I swear I am fine, I'm just fucking fine I'm not drowning, (but I was) My ship, it's not sinking, (but it did) My reason to go on, (crumbling) I swear I am fine, (just fucking fine) ♪ Configuration intangible Convulsionary in principle Inexplicable through their lies It's undeniable in their eyes And I've tried my best Not to fear the consequence But I'm beside myself I refuse to ask for help I refuse to ask ♪ I refuse to ask