I'll be the first to let myself down Can't be myself when I'm the fucking clown ♪ You only give a shit if it benefits you I'm fucking done with all your counterfeit values Run! They won't let me get away Run! They won't let me get away Run! They won't let me get away Run! Just shut your fucking mouth (shh!) The degradation of another day begins to sink in So, I bathe myself in intoxicants and boil my blood thin Can't see straight, so I hold onto these walls Won't hit the ground high until everything falls ♪ I'll be the first to let myself down Can't be myself when I'm the fucking clown I'll be the first to let myself down Can't be myself when I'm the fucking clown