Hey how's it going I'm hoping you're doing well
I've been dancing with the devil reflecting on my past self
Trapped inside this shit's got me going through hell
And all the time lost all I can say is oh well
Nowadays my sense of time's been thrown all over the place
It feels like I'm frozen also winning a race
I'm stuck in bed all day I just need to replace
My routine like a quarantine just need to loosen my fate
Jumbled messed of thoughts I just want to make sense
All the mistakes that I made floating 'round in the past tense
Reflecting on myself and all my previous statements
Keeping me up at night even though I haven't said that shit in ages
Am I stupid, shot by Cupid, I fell in love
Not with a girl but with the idea of what was
Need some help from above, because we've all had enough
It's crazy how lazy that I have really become
Got my mind going thousand miles an hour
Looking for any help in a higher power
Everything was going sweet now I just turned sour
Took the beauty of earth just like picking flowers
Got my mind going thousand miles an hour
Looking for any help in a higher power
Everything was going sweet now I just turned sour
Took the beauty of earth just like picking flowers
Not even in a lambo
But I'm going speedy
I see you with him
Feeling kind of greedy
I know I shouldn't think about what I can't change
But if I'm being honest life's a little strange
Make it up as I go
Pretend as if I know
1k on the road
Mind's about to explode
Love when I forget you're not here
I mean it's been a couple years
Old love on the brain
The thoughts you left me with are going insane
Old texts be the death of me
I read 'em every other weekend
I know I shouldn't think about what I can't change
But if I'm being honest life's a little strange
Got my mind going thousand miles an hour
Looking for any help in a higher power
Everything was going sweet now I just turned sour
Took the beauty of earth just like picking flowers
Got my mind going thousand miles an hour
Looking for any help in a higher power
Everything was going sweet now I just turned sour
Took the beauty of earth just like picking flowers