I learned a lot this year. Confrontation is something I no longer fear. I'm sick of spilling my guts out on this page. So I'll say it right now to your face. I won't hold back from saying things I want to. I can't, I can't let it build up inside. I won't hold back saying things I need to. I've held this in for so long and wasted time. I won't hold back from saying things like: I love you, I hate you, or I wish that you were mine. I love you, I hate you, or I wish that you would die. And although these things should be weighing down on me, I'm still the happiest I'll ever be.