Tonight I found it creeping up on me Coming from the corners and keeping me from sleep I'm not getting any younger The world's not spinning any slower Soon enough I'll be gone (I'll be gone) So when my heart stops beating And if my lungs collapse from screaming "There'll be no more songs about being in a washed-up punk band!" I've been running for so long There's only air left in my lungs Never said I wasn't strong Buried in a shallow grave Staring death down in the face Dig myself out in light of better days I'd be lying if I told you That I didn't think about this Every hour, every minute Every second of the day A roll of the dice A slip of the tongue I keep playing with fire I love getting stung So burn me and crucify me I've been running for so long There's only air left in my lungs Never said I wasn't strong Buried in a shallow grave Staring death down in the face Dig myself out in light of better days Is it worth it to you If you've got nothing left to lose? Is it worth it to you? Is it worth it to you If you've got nothing left to lose? And you got nothing left to prove? Is it worth it to you? Is it worth it to you? Is it worth it to you? I've been running for so long There's only air left in my lungs Never said I wasn't strong Buried in a shallow grave Staring death down in the face Dig myself out in light of better days Best described as bittersweet Don't let death know I'm gonna cheat All my fingers crossed as I repeat Clothes soaked through with gasoline Promise I won't cry or scream Strike the blaze that takes my own life Just so you can feel the warmth and see the light