Highs and lows are how I flow My favorite mirror's there Wanna look at what I think I know But all I do is stare too long I defy the proper dose 'Cause I'm alone and I don't care And though that grass is greener it just don't even compare at all At all All this time I wanna give you back I feel opaque and absentee Am I just going through the motions or is this how I'll be? Barely focused anymore The haze is all that I can see Red bottle white cap ♪ Slime in my stomach slowly turning staring at the grout in the tile Dry is my heave and my head is burning Think I'll be in here a while I'm gone And my cousin's age is turning growing into a man from a child I wanna watch him play wanna see him score Wanna be around 'cause I need to make him smile some more Some more All this time I wanna give you back I feel opaque and absentee Am I just going through the motions or is this how I'll be? Barely focused anymore The haze is all that I can see Red bottle white cap ♪ Red bottle white cap