I heard you fell in love with a girl you met on Tinder
While I'm sitting here as my apathy just lingers
No, I don't think that you get it, man, I know it's hard to understand
It would mean a ton if you could try to hear me out
I can't give in to, in to all of my vices
'Cause I'm getting clean, I'm not messing with narcotics
So, instead of numbing all my pain, I sit and sulk my life away
I'm getting older everyday, and it all feels like a waste
Because my friends all went off and all got married
While I stayed complacent 'cause the future is so scary
Feels like yesterday I was turning twenty
Now I'm two years out from turning fucking thirty
Oh man, it's sucks
I got a job now, but I always wanna fall in
Sure, the pay's good, but I'd rather be out touring
I should start a business of my own, or maybe I should just stay home
These thoughts of mine are getting old and I'm feeling like a chore
So what's the point in, the point in even trying?
Yeah, you people say you like me, but I know that you're all lying
Work a nine-to-five to pay my bills, at least I'm not out doing pills
Guess I'll bust my ass until I finally catch a break
Because my friends all went out and all got married
While I stayed complacent 'cause the future is so scary
Feels like yesterday I was turning twenty
Now I'm two years out from turning fucking thirty
Oh man, it sucks, I feel a rope around my ankles
Lack of confidence leads to decisions, legitimizing fear
Fear itself is something stupid, something that recurs
When I choose to walk laps in the kitchen, or other silly verbs
I'm not surprised that it gets easier
Seeing your fucking face walks me backwards, for sure
Okay, I had a dream about you, it was sweet in the way
I know we're not now, but it was sweet anyway
Because my friends all went out and all got married
While I stayed complacent 'cause the future is so scary
Feels like yesterday I was turning twenty
Now I'm two years out from turning fucking thirty
Because my friends all went out and all got married
While I stayed complacent 'cause the future is so scary
Feels like yesterday I was turning twenty
Now I'm two years out from turning fucking thirty